These weeks of mid-November hover between autumn and winter. The leaves that so vibrantly lit the trees and carpeted the ground have now all fallen and been beaten by torrents of rain into the unidentifiable sludge that fills the gutters. Over all this falls the pure, white loveliness of the first snow. It blankets the ground, muffles the sounds of a busy world. You watch as your breath forms clouds of steam in the chilly air, see the mountains' splendor, and reminisce on cozy, candle-lit evenings.
Seasons change. I'd far rather view that change as beautiful and dynamic instead of sitting back and watching it inevitably happening around me. I want to be a participant, not just an observer. I don't want to languish as I watch life go by, but embrace every moment of beauty, to stand strong in the face of the most devastating storm.
Sometimes I find myself asking, "How?" How do I abide in such a way that I am assured of my purpose and find joy in every situation? These past weeks, as I've marveled at the red-gold leaves and the snow-dusted mountain peaks, as I've trudged through the rain, and watched it melt away the snow, I've been thinking of these things.
Even today, there has been a spirit of discouragement as I feel overwhelmed by future plans. The future is so wide, so unknown, and I have little sense of what my place in it may be. I've been reminded again of Paul's prayer in Colossians 1:9-12, which identifies that the will of God is to "walk in a manner worthy of the Lord, to please Him in all respects, bearing fruit in every good work and increasing in the knowledge of God; strengthened with all power, according to His glorious might, for the attaining of all steadfastness and patience; joyously giving thanks to the Father, who has qualified us to share in the inheritance of the saints in Light." These things are His will for me now and forever. They hold secure promises of the Father's faithfulness, and reminders of His incredible salvation. As I continue to make decisions, I must remember to keep walking forward while keeping these things as most important - to do all things as unto the Lord, in His power, giving thanks to Him in everything.
There is a peace in this. When I look at the many grand dreams that may soon break through to reality, I feel so unqualified, so inadequate. But oh - if I only remember that God himself has qualified me to "share in the inheritance of the saints in Light." As I embrace this unfathomable truth, I know that I need never fear failure, because my identity is tied up in Christ. There will be days of rain and times of darkness, and my world may fall around me, but I will not be shaken.
Oh how I struggle! But may I continually cling to my Rock. To do this I must release all else - all fear, all pride, which paralyzes me from moving to Him. May I never be so caught up in the "what if's" and worrying that I fail to see the indescribably beautiful moments that each season brings - as I move forward in the strength of His power.
Seasons change. I'd far rather view that change as beautiful and dynamic instead of sitting back and watching it inevitably happening around me. I want to be a participant, not just an observer. I don't want to languish as I watch life go by, but embrace every moment of beauty, to stand strong in the face of the most devastating storm.
Sometimes I find myself asking, "How?" How do I abide in such a way that I am assured of my purpose and find joy in every situation? These past weeks, as I've marveled at the red-gold leaves and the snow-dusted mountain peaks, as I've trudged through the rain, and watched it melt away the snow, I've been thinking of these things.
Even today, there has been a spirit of discouragement as I feel overwhelmed by future plans. The future is so wide, so unknown, and I have little sense of what my place in it may be. I've been reminded again of Paul's prayer in Colossians 1:9-12, which identifies that the will of God is to "walk in a manner worthy of the Lord, to please Him in all respects, bearing fruit in every good work and increasing in the knowledge of God; strengthened with all power, according to His glorious might, for the attaining of all steadfastness and patience; joyously giving thanks to the Father, who has qualified us to share in the inheritance of the saints in Light." These things are His will for me now and forever. They hold secure promises of the Father's faithfulness, and reminders of His incredible salvation. As I continue to make decisions, I must remember to keep walking forward while keeping these things as most important - to do all things as unto the Lord, in His power, giving thanks to Him in everything.
There is a peace in this. When I look at the many grand dreams that may soon break through to reality, I feel so unqualified, so inadequate. But oh - if I only remember that God himself has qualified me to "share in the inheritance of the saints in Light." As I embrace this unfathomable truth, I know that I need never fear failure, because my identity is tied up in Christ. There will be days of rain and times of darkness, and my world may fall around me, but I will not be shaken.
Oh how I struggle! But may I continually cling to my Rock. To do this I must release all else - all fear, all pride, which paralyzes me from moving to Him. May I never be so caught up in the "what if's" and worrying that I fail to see the indescribably beautiful moments that each season brings - as I move forward in the strength of His power.
Dear Maxina,
ReplyDeleteI miss you, dear friend. In my heart. :) I wish we could spend some time together! This was a beautiful post, dear heart...continue to surrender before Him as I believe you are doing.
With love,
~Melanine
hello Nina,
ReplyDeletethis is SO beautiful. I can relate, because I've also experiencing difficult times nowadays. one thing is for sure, there is ONLY ONE source of hope, strength, and everything, that is JESUS CHRIST. thanks for your heartwarming post. this serves as an encouragement to me.
Keep in touch. more blessings.
Love much,
Lhen :)